Almost...

I am almost done! I'm so excited. I had a phone interview with Great Western Bank. They have a position for a Credit Analyst Intern. Problem is: it's in Altoona. I hope that doesn't run my mileage too far up. I've been conserving it so far this year...yikes! He said it may be possible for me to work out of the Clive bank but I haven't had an in person interview yet. He said he would call me on Tuesday to set it up. That just means I'll have to skip class...grrr... I'm nervous about that one with Finals coming up.

I have my persuasive speech in one week. What am I going to do it on? I thought about persuading people to become a RA...that may just be the easiest.

Anyways, no class today. But I have A LOT to do since Relay for Life was this weekend! I made it all night! From 5:30 pm to 6:30 am! YES! I also met my goal for donations! THANK YOU!!! It was a great night and I had a lot of fun!

Thursdays and everytime in general...

I'm sick of it...
I'm done...
Why don't people just get it?...
Take a hint...
Stop what's getting you in trouble and you won't get in trouble...
Simple as that...
I need quiet Hagemann without soccer girls...

i'm back

I'm back from Florida....boo hoo!

I am very angry at the midwest!
So, I fly from Tampa to Chicago...Chicago is a NIGHTMARE!!!! Snowy and wet, so many flights delayed and canceled... I was supposed to board at 6:37. I didn't board until 7. Then, I walk OUTSIDE to my dinky little plane and step in this huge puddle which goes up to my ankles. So my socks and shoes are soaked...I then sit on the plane (without it moving) for AT LEAST 45 minutes. Then, they say that they're overweight, so they have to juggle some numbers. So we wait another 15 minutes. Then we start to taxi out of the gate. We sit in a line of 10 planes waiting to take off and also avoiding planes coming in because our runway and their runway intersect. That takes about another 30 minutes. Finally we're off! We fly to Des Moines where it is freezing cold as well...and here I am. Amy, who I was flying with, was supposed to take off at 8:25; she didn't get to Des Moines until midnight! and then worked Saturday morning! I also left the lining of my winter coat with my parents...so I don't have all of my Columbia coat...grrrr!

I took lots of pictures...way too many to put on here! haha!

Now I get to go back to school! yippee....not

on a happier note...Florida was amazing! it was 83 degree weather and I just loved it! I got josh two shirts. One is white with blue writing saying St Pete Beach and the other is green with white writing. The picture is like the bathroom figure people and one is a groom with a frown and one is a bride with a smile and it says "Game Over" haha! I thought it was funny! My parents didn't really say anything...
I had a great time and am sad it is over! it was way too much fun with so many gorgeous sunsets!

Anxious

I'm anxious, excited, and very tired.

Last night was a stressful night. I'm not going in to detail but everything is okay now. I'm just tired, it wore me out.

Tonight I'm locking myself in my room (by choice) and studying until I can't see anymore. I will also be doing this same routine tomorrow night. Hopefully I'll do well on my midterms, but we will see!

After Africa, I'm packing and then eating lunch and LEAVING!!!! I need this break from class, work, and people. I also really really want to go to sleep at midnight. I haven't done that in so long! I mean, Saturday night, I didn't get to bed until almost 4 am!!!

Florida, I'm coming, just let me take these two tests!

March

March is here at last...

I wish it wasn't

grrrr.

I hate stores
I hate shopping
I hate fat
I hate love handles
and most of all... I hate swim suits! They just love highlighting every bad aspect of you.

I also don't get why swim suits get smaller and smaller every year. I used to be a large on top medium on bottom. I am no longer those sizes. But, I've only gained 10 pounds and I know for a fact it's all gone to my stomach section (ask my jeans!)

I am so frustrated right now! Spring break is in 2 weeks exactly. How am I supposed to go to Florida without a swim suit? I don't want to just buy one that I will never wear and makes me feel like a tub of lard (yes, I know that was harsh...but swim suits exaggerate everything negative so I thought I would act like them!)

grrrrr.......

Coupons???

This is random...but I don't feel that tired.

Josh has been really down lately. Phil (his roommate) has officially stopped talking to him over 15 cents. Josh has tried to talk to him and tried to help him when he asks for help. But whenever he does that, Phil just shuts him down. Josh is just really down because he's supposed to live with Phil, Feeney, Ryan, and Nate next year and this whole argument has created a division. Phil obviously is not talking to Josh. However, Feeney and Ryan are in a way choosing Phil's side. It's natural because they've known each other for a longer period of time. However, if Phil gets and takes the RA position, it's Josh, Feeney, Ryan and Nate. I just don't want anything to jeopardize Josh's living situation next year because for once he was really excited about it.

SO, I want to do something for him. I was thinking a coupon book of some sort. But honestly, I don't know if I could come up with anything creative. We don't take many pictures, together or apart. I think the only two pictures I have of just him are our anniversary and his senior picture. Hmmm... I'm not sure...I'll probably think of something as I'm trying to go to sleep!

IJWTFL

Have you ever attempted to do something nice...or at least thought of an idea. But you needed someone else's opinion to do it. So when you go to that person to get their opinion they are nowhere to be found. Then you stand around just waiting for them where they said they would be. They don't show up. You feel like a complete idiot because you see the looks other people give you. You try and call them but someone has been using their phone because they decided to chuck their phone at a wall. So you have no form of communication between yourself and that person. So when you finally go to hunt them down they tell you that they are sick of your complaining and bitching. Have you ever felt that frustration? And then you don't even want to be near them. So you go to walk around and cool down. They come looking for you and flip out at you. You know that if just one word comes out of your mouth you won't be able to stop. So you just walk, you leave, and you separate. All you wanted was 5 letters. Not a complete sentence, not an excuse, not an explanation, not even a SMILE. Just 5 letters and they just so happen to spell "sorry". Is it truly too much to hope for and to want? Just those five letters can erase the feeling you get from standing by the carts in Wal-Mart watching people come in and out and you're always in the way. Those 5 letters can make you forget the fact that he said goodbye to a guy and girl he met in August but he couldn't even say "bye" to someone he met over 4 years ago. It didn't have to be a nicely said "bye". It could've been dripping with anger. It still would have been something!




Is it bad that we fought less when we were apart than when we are together?