Have you ever attempted to do something nice...or at least thought of an idea. But you needed someone else's opinion to do it. So when you go to that person to get their opinion they are nowhere to be found. Then you stand around just waiting for them where they said they would be. They don't show up. You feel like a complete idiot because you see the looks other people give you. You try and call them but someone has been using their phone because they decided to chuck their phone at a wall. So you have no form of communication between yourself and that person. So when you finally go to hunt them down they tell you that they are sick of your complaining and bitching. Have you ever felt that frustration? And then you don't even want to be near them. So you go to walk around and cool down. They come looking for you and flip out at you. You know that if just one word comes out of your mouth you won't be able to stop. So you just walk, you leave, and you separate. All you wanted was 5 letters. Not a complete sentence, not an excuse, not an explanation, not even a SMILE. Just 5 letters and they just so happen to spell "sorry". Is it truly too much to hope for and to want? Just those five letters can erase the feeling you get from standing by the carts in Wal-Mart watching people come in and out and you're always in the way. Those 5 letters can make you forget the fact that he said goodbye to a guy and girl he met in August but he couldn't even say "bye" to someone he met over 4 years ago. It didn't have to be a nicely said "bye". It could've been dripping with anger. It still would have been something!
Is it bad that we fought less when we were apart than when we are together?
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