Saturday, January 26

Gossip

Dictionary Definition:
1.idle talk or rumor, esp. about the personal or private affairs of others

Does this need to happen between coworkers?
NO

Does this need to spread to residents?
NO

Did it do both of the above?
YES

Am I hurt, mad, angry, furious, and upset?
YES

Has it hurt a relationship with a resident?
YES

Was that a good relationship to start with?
No, it was one I've been struggling with and now don't know if it ever will.

Was I just trying to look out for this resident?
YES!!!!! I just wanted her to be safe!

Does she believe me?
NO

Do I know what to do next?
NO

Lastly, do I have any faith or trust in my staff?
NOT ANYMORE.

FAITH
1.confidence or trust in a person or thing: faith in another's ability.
2.belief that is not based on proof.
3.belief in God or in the doctrines or teachings of religion
4.belief in anything, as a code of ethics, standards of merit, etc.: to be of the same faith with someone concerning honesty.

TRUST
1.reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.
2.confident expectation of something; hope.
3.confidence in the certainty of future payment for property or goods received;
4.a person on whom or thing on which one relies
5.the condition of one to whom something has been entrusted.
6.the obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed: a position of trust.
7.charge, custody, or care: to leave valuables in someone's trust.
8.something committed or entrusted to one's care for use or safekeeping, as an office, duty, or the like; responsibility; charge.

I'm just saying...

So, I'm going to be unavailable for the next 8 days! But, while I feel like it, I would like to say that if I get what I want...I will be related to one amazing photographer! PLUS, the kicker is that she does it for her own satisfaction (as of right now). She's incredible! You should look!

http://www.betterphoto.com/gallery/gallery.asp?memberID=226458

Now that I have all positive energy released...here's my stress load:

Tonight began RA Conference. The printing company shorted us 100 copies of the schedule (which is 23 pages front and back) Picture me freaking out right now!

Tomorrow we continue RA Conference at 7:30 am and it goes all day. I am then on call tomorrow night which means I'll be up until after 2 am....

Sunday I have a meeting and then approximately 8 chapters to read and Managerial Accounting problems to do.

Monday I have class and am on call that night (that means no bed until 1 am)

Tuesday I have class all day and a night class along with studying for a test in Managerial Accounting on Wednesday

Wednesday I have a test...and will possibly be doing a pizza party for my house for reaching our GPA goal for last semester and being the second best in Noehren for House GPAs! If I don't do that Wednesday I will have it Thursday!

Friday and Saturday I am on call which means I wont be asleep until after 2 am both nights...

I need that relaxing aromatherapy spray asap! :-)

I'm going to bed....

PS~ If you're caught carrying beer in a red cup in the hallway DONT LIE and DONT bring the RA to the room with 4 30 packs of beer (most of them empty). Because us RA's know residents and we knew this person I'm talking about and she's going to be in big trouble! Along with the other group of guys...ay yi yi