Oh yeah, I'm engaged! And let me tell you -
It's amazing
Breath-taking
Sparkly
And the weirdest feeling ever! haha
I have waited 6 years for this and throughout all that time I have been looking forward to it SO much. I always thought that when/if Josh and I got engaged it would be no big deal and that I would have it all under control!
Well, I'm not stressed and as of right now - I do have it under control. BUT it is sooo weird finally saying fiance! I have caught Josh saying "girlfriend" and it's weird to say "...my fiance...!"
It's weird looking at wedding stuff and actually seriously looking at it. I've looked at wedding dresses online for years and I went and tried on dresses. Like, actually tried them on looking for one that I love.
It's just all-together weird!
And by weird I don't intend for that to be mean! It's kind of a sureal experience and surprisingly so!
Either way - I love him with all of my heart and can not wait until December 31, 2010 when I will marry him! And then 2011 will be one fantastic year!
