March

March is here at last...

I wish it wasn't

grrrr.

I hate stores
I hate shopping
I hate fat
I hate love handles
and most of all... I hate swim suits! They just love highlighting every bad aspect of you.

I also don't get why swim suits get smaller and smaller every year. I used to be a large on top medium on bottom. I am no longer those sizes. But, I've only gained 10 pounds and I know for a fact it's all gone to my stomach section (ask my jeans!)

I am so frustrated right now! Spring break is in 2 weeks exactly. How am I supposed to go to Florida without a swim suit? I don't want to just buy one that I will never wear and makes me feel like a tub of lard (yes, I know that was harsh...but swim suits exaggerate everything negative so I thought I would act like them!)

grrrrr.......

Coupons???

This is random...but I don't feel that tired.

Josh has been really down lately. Phil (his roommate) has officially stopped talking to him over 15 cents. Josh has tried to talk to him and tried to help him when he asks for help. But whenever he does that, Phil just shuts him down. Josh is just really down because he's supposed to live with Phil, Feeney, Ryan, and Nate next year and this whole argument has created a division. Phil obviously is not talking to Josh. However, Feeney and Ryan are in a way choosing Phil's side. It's natural because they've known each other for a longer period of time. However, if Phil gets and takes the RA position, it's Josh, Feeney, Ryan and Nate. I just don't want anything to jeopardize Josh's living situation next year because for once he was really excited about it.

SO, I want to do something for him. I was thinking a coupon book of some sort. But honestly, I don't know if I could come up with anything creative. We don't take many pictures, together or apart. I think the only two pictures I have of just him are our anniversary and his senior picture. Hmmm... I'm not sure...I'll probably think of something as I'm trying to go to sleep!