I hate finals...
Most of all, I hate the position I am in specifically this semester. I will be leaving UNI after finals, moving home, and doing an internship all of next semester. If there were ever a semester to leave (before graduation), this semester would be it. I'm ready to escape. I never thought I would dislike my job as an RA but this semester has proven myself to be absolutely dead wrong. BUT...I am so upset and haven't really dealt with the fact that my life is here in Cedar Falls. Josh is here, my friends are here, my freedom is here. Tera, Megan, Leslie and myself went out to Carlos for 1/2 price margaritas o Thursday. Megan gave a toast to me since it was our last Carlos night ever. Josh will be here in Cedar Falls...that's a complete mess that I probably shouldn't even get started on. But to sum it up it involves me, me driving to Cedar Falls on weekends, my parents, and Josh. Also, I will have to say goodbye to my "other boyfriend" Noah who is at the ripe old age of 6 months. And his parents who are amazing people and truly great friends of mine. But I guess that aspect resolves itself because I'll be living with them over the summer. Which brings me to my next point...I will be taking summer classes. blah. Which also means that Josh and I will be in a long distance relationship for 8 months...*sigh* We did it for my entire freshman year, but that was a long time ago and we have come so far from that. I don't know how we'll do. We kind of rely on seeing each other as a time to relax and de-stress.
This post is a big huge mess when it comes to structure...
So, on that note, good luck with finals, stay warm, and smile :)
