Mumble Jumble...

So, it is officially 11 days until I come home for 2.5 weeks! WOO.

The only slight wrinkle in that time frame is finals...

They're only a slight wrinkle right? (Just say yes!) haha.

Yeah, I know, finals are going to be downright horrible this semester. I'm stressing out now. However, they could be worse. I have one final each day (Monday through Thursday). I could have multiple finals on any day. My only concern is that I am going to get worn down and I won't have the motivation to study at the end.

On another note, I need to come up with a better system to be organized. I am not succeeding right now. So, my plan is to get those black shelves that piece together. Then I can have an inbox for each class, RA stuff, committee stuff, NRHH stuff, and signs that need to be put up. And then maybe an URGENT to do box or something. That makes it 9 boxes....YIKES! haha.
I also think I am going to rearrange my room to make it work better. But I really like having my bed by the window. HMMM....

I have until Josh leaves for break to figure out what I want for Christmas. What happens when you don't have a wish list other than an external hard drive (and you've already given that wish to your parents). How do you come up with another needed item? I don't have room for another wanted item. I'm on a need-only basis right now. I could ask for a new purse, a new pair or jeans, a new pair of shoes? I don't know. A new sweater? An at home workout thing? Like a DVD I can put in and do in my room since I'm so well getting to the WRC. I just don't know. I wish I could ask for more hours in the day or someone to come clean! haha! But that is just a dream.

Moving on....

Lately, I thought I had all of next year planned out perfectly. Little did I know that my plans would stop dead in their tracks. My original plan was to run for VP of the Acct'g Club (and win). Then, when I got that position, most of my time would be taken by that so I wouldn't be able to be an RA. So, I would live at ROTH as a regular resident and be a desk assistant.
Well, I didn't get the VP position. So, now I do believe I am going to apply to be an RA out at ROTH. If I don't get that position, I will just live out there and hope to be a desk assistant. Maybe for one year I can just be a regular student. I don't know what will happen. All I know is that I really like ROTH and I want to be there. I've met some very cool people in my house this year and I want to flexibility of just being friends and not their RA. I love being an RA. If I don't continue to be an RA next year...I will most definitely be sad and a little lost at the end of the year. How do you go from being an RA for 2 years to just a resident? I guess I'll figure that out eventually.

On an almost ending note, Josh and I are doing really well. I still wish we had more time together. It's really difficult to balance everything and now with finals approaching it is going to be really hard for me. He's the pillow that you scream into when you don't know what else to do; similar to the one comfort food that you grab when you barely have time to think. But what do you do when that one person you lean on is in the same boat as you (the boat of stress from finals)? Do you just stand there and hug each other (because that's all I want to do right now)?

*SIGH*